I found more chords to work with: G, C, Em chords to play different songs. I keep a journal close by as I’m practicing and I write my feelings down. First I was frustrated and then I decided to have music playing as I’m learning the cords.
The more I listened to music while playing, the more relaxed and learning the guitar wasn’t as stressful. It was more therapeutic and that’s how it’s supposed to be. I am starting my Guitar Lessons tomorrow with a friend and I’m excited! Prayers are answered!